ഹൃദയത്തിന്‍റെ ഡയറിക്കുറിപ്പ്‌ [മന്ദന്‍ രാജാ] 436

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“” ..hm^fnà tI¨ns]¶pw b_ªp fin C_§n tbm¶Sv MmWnt¸mjpw Hm^v¡p¶p*v … kn{lfw tbm`pw FXp¡msS]m\v AkWv Blpb{Sn]n`v Wn¶pw tbm¶Sv …FWn¡v Njnt¡*p¶ f^p¶n`v NqXpS`v AkWpw Njns¡*n]n^p¶p … ASnWpÅ ssbh tbm`pw FWn¡v sNmXp¡Wm]nà …Fsâ As¡u*n`v H¶pfnÃm]n^p¶p SmWpw …. ZnhvIm^vKv B]n ko«n`v k¶p Np_¨p Unkh¯nWNw A`N-vhv Wm«nt`¡v tbm]t¸mav …. N¿n`©p ssbh]nÃmsS …. bns¶]pw CWvc£Wv Hs¡]m]n MmWpw Blpb{Sn]n`v …ASm\¶p A¸¨sW At§m«v knan¸n¨Sv ….. FWn¡_n]mw fin]pw sfZnhnWv H¶psfXp¡msS …AksW GtS`pw Wà timhvbnä`n`v Nm\n¨m]n^pt¶`v…….Mm§tams¡]tà DÅq H¶pw sI¿m¯Sm]n«v ..AkWv …AkW¸¨tWmsX¦n`pw H¶v b_ªn^pt¶`v ……Fsâ tbm¶p tfmsa Ft¶mXv Wo £fn¡\w” doW sbm«n¡^ªp sNm*v Df]psX Nm`v¡t`¡v ko\p …””’

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bntä¶v Sn^ptkm\w .

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fmSyp Nm_n`v Wn¶n_§mWv SpX§pt¼mav AN¯pWn¶pw hvs_Ã HmXn]n_§n k¶p ssN bnXn¨p .

“” B tfmtam …. Wos]s¸m k¶p ..tKmKns]´ns] ?’

“” MmWv SWn¨m A¸¨m ks¶ ….tdmdn¨m]m ..sU A¸¨Wv k¶p .”” hvs_à ANt¯¡v tWm¡n knan¨p b_ªt¸mav …tdmdn H^p Skn]pfm]n C_§n k¶p

Skn N¿n`v bnXn¨p sNm*v Ss¶ , doW FXp¯p sk¨ dmPpNav AkWv ANt¯¡v N]än sk¨p.

“” Wo]pfpt*m … Wo]pw SWn¨mt\m ?’

“” Ak^v¡v sb«¶v tbm^mWv bän]nà A¸¨m ..FÃm^pw k^pw … H¶v Hm\¯nWv W½a¸¨Wpw f¡aptf DÅq …””

“” Wo Ft¸mjm ks¶ …”” ANs¯ thmc]nt`¡v C^p¶n«v fmSyp tImUn¨p ..

“” MmWv bp`^vs¨ k¶Sm …hvs_tÃsW Nq«mWm]n F]^vtbm^v«n`v tbmNmWv tk*n Wn¶Sm ..bns¶ doW b_ªp A¸¨Wv k^pt¼mtj¡pw FÃmw H^p¡n skt¨m …timhvbnä`nt`¡v k^*m F¶v …. hvs_tÃ…. A¸¨Wv N¼nNp«³.sWäv