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N¼nNp«³.sWäv .
“” tbmNpkm hmt_ “”
“” Òvfw ..k*n HmXn¡mWv bäpkmt\`v Wo bn¡¸v FXpt¯m*v sbmt¡m ..AtÃ`v Nm^v…””
fin WX¶p Ss¶]m\v fX§n]Sv …

bntä¶v AkWv bSnkv tbms` skap¸nsW¯n ..
“” Bt^mPyw At§m«v sl^n]mNp¶nà hmt_ …
bm`v bm{Sw bn¡¸ns`¡v FXp¯p sk¡mWv kngfn¡p¶Sv N*t¸mav AksW him]n¡mWv k¶Sm]n^p¶p fmSyp . bpgvbw tbms` bm`v bm{Skpw fäpw FXp¯p sk¡p¶ AkWv A¶v NnS¡p¶Sv N*t¸mav fmSypkpw A¼^¶p . H^p k^vg¯n`v Smsjt] fmSypknWp AkWpfm]pÅq …. NrSyfm]n b_ªm`v sSmjp¯v fm_n cmw B]t¸mav ..At¸mjm\v fmSyp bn¡¸v FXp¡p¶Sv .k*n HmXn¡mWpw fäp sI_n] si`v¸nWpfm]n Bsa tk\sf¶v . Nk`]ns` Im]¡X]n`v b_ªt¸mjm\v Ak^psX A_nkn`pÅ fin fmSypknsâ AXps¯¯p¶Sv. Aksâ hzemkkpw sb^pfmäkpw Hs¡s¡m*v fin fmSypknsâ fWÊn`v sb«¶v NpXnt]_n .fmSypknWp BapNsa fWhn`m¡mWv {btSyN NjnkpÅ fmSyp fin]psX hzemk¯nsâ {btSyNS sNm*v Ss¶]m\v AktWmXpÅ hvtWiw Nm¯p hq£n¡p¶Sv ..

“” Wo Wà kà Blpb{Sn]n`pw tbmXm … C§sW skt¨m*n^n¡msS’

‘ ti …Npj¸fnà hmt_ ..””

“” MmWqXn k^mw ..Wot]mXn¡* .”” fmSyp B\v k*n FXp¯Sv .

“” Wfp¡v timhvbnä`n`v H¶v tbm]n Nm\n¡mw ..”” bm`v shmsshän]n`v sNmXp¯p Njnªv fmSyp b_ªt¸mav fin K·w sI]vSm`v h½Sn¨nà ..

“” Wo b_]p¶Sv tNav¡v fin …

BUyw bm`v sNmXp¡`pw fäpw NjnªpÅ hf]w fin dm¡n]pÅ b\nNav¡v him]n¡pfm]n^p¶p . AkWv A½mksâ ko«n`v Bs\¶pw AÑWpf½]pw CÃms]¶pw fm{Sfm\v fmSypknWv A_n]mkp¶Sv .. Cksâ k^pfmW¯n`m\v A½m]n]pw tfmapw Njnªp NqXp¶Sv F¶v tN«t¸mav fmSyp B\v fäv Hm«§av bnXnt¨maq F¶ktWmXv b_ªSv ..ASn`v Wn¶v Nn«p¶ k^pfmWw fint]mXv FXpt¯mamWpw. F¶m`v AenfmWn]m] fin ASnWp h½Sn¡msS , fmSypknsâ N¿n`v Wn¶pw l¼aw km§p¶Sv Wn^v¯n . hm_nWp tk*p¶ Hm«§av Njnªm\v AkWv F´pw bnXn¡q ..

“” ko«n`v knXmXm Wns¶ “”

“” tk* hmt_ .. MmWv Hmt^mt«m¡v sbmt¡mamw …. “”

A¶v fmSypkpw BsN kÃmSm]n^p¶p. fXp¸n¡p¶ GNm´S]n`v Wn¶v H¶v bp_¯p NX¶p k¶Sm\v fin k¶Sn`v bns¶ . sskNpt¶^w Hm«w H¶pfnsæn`v AkWv k¶p N¼Wn S^pw . fUybmWw fnSfm] ^oSn]n`v … BjvI]n`v Ht¶m ^t*m …ASpw fmN-vhnfw ^*p sbPv …F¶n^p¶m`pw X¨n§vhv D*m¡mWpw k^v¯fmWw N¼nNp«³.sWäv