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N¼nNp«³.sWäv Wn¶n«v AN¯p H^p tSm^v¯v sNm*v k¶kav¡v Wo«n … At¸mjpfkav fp]`nsW Smt`m`n¡pkm]n^p¶p .

“” tfmsa Dtf …S` Spk^v¯v..”” bp_Nn`v Wn¶]mapsX lÐw tN«kav sM«n¯n^nªp … kmÕ`yt¯msX]pÅ hwhm^¯n`v Akam tSm^v¯v km§msS A]msa H^p Wnfngw tWm¡n Wn¶p …

“” km … “” fmSyp sb«¶ksa tI^v¯v Wn^v¯n tSm^v¯v sNm*v AkapsX S` Spk^v¯n . WWª AkapsX fpXn]n`v Wn¶p*m] Nms¨®]psX]pw sWän]ns` IµW¡p_n H`n¨n_§n]t¸mav D*m] hvsfÃpw Hs¡]m]n A]mapsX fq¡nt`¡v A^n¨p N]_n]t¸mav D²^n¨ Np® AkapsX A^s¡«n`v Np¯n¡]_mWm]n SpX§n …AkaSv A_n]mSn^n¡mWm]n fmSyp A`vbw bp_tNm«p Wo§n …

“”Um … tUiw NqXn tSm^v¯n …AN¯v sI¶v s{Zhv fm_q … A`fm^n]n`v Fs´¦n`pw Nm\pw ..””

AkaW§p¶nÃs]¶_nªt¸mav fmSyp AkapsX fpOw D]^v¯n … C^pN®pNan`pw Wo^v sbmXnªn^n¡p¶p … kn_]m^v¶ Ip*pNav … A]msam¶p e]¶p…

“” F´m ..F´m tfmsa …””

“” H¶q`y ….””

fmSyp ^*p ssNNan`pw AkapsX fpOw tNm^ns]Xp¯p Aksa tWm¡n .. A]makapsX sWän]n`v Ipwdn¨p … H^p Wnfngw tWm¡n Wn¶n«v fmSyp AkapsX tIm^¨pk¸m^v¶ Ip*pNan`v D½ sk¨t¸mav Df N®X¨p.. WWª Ip*pNav A]mav Hmt^m¶m]n WpN^v¶t¸mav Df A]mant`¡v Im^n … fmSyp AkapsX CXp¸n`v Wn¶pw ssNNav Smjv¯n Np*n]n`v Af^v¯n]t¸mav sb«¶v sM«n fm_n Ipäpw tWm¡n …

“” AN¯p ….tbmNmw ….hmt_ …””

fmSypknWpw At¸mjm\v b^nh^ tdmVw k¶Sv …

“” C¯n^n Njn]s« …”” A]mav ko*pw Im^pNth^]n`v Af^v¶p ..

Df ko*pw bj] ØmW¯v C^n¡mWv SpX§n]t¸mav fmSyp Aksa Ssâ]Xps¯¡v Wo§n]n^n¡mWv Bklys¸«p … bp_t¯¡v Nm`n«v .. Im^pNth^]psX N¿nt`¡v H^p ssN sk¨kav C^p¶p … fmSyp fpt¶m«n^p¶p Aksa Ssâ fXn]nt`¡v S` Im]v¨p NnX¯n. F¶n«kapsX S`fpXn]n`qsX Nt¿mXn¨p sk_psS]n^p¶p …

“” knl¡p¶pt*m Df¡v ?’

“” CÃ … hm_nWp tkt\`v kna¼mw ..””

‘ tk* … A`vbw Njn]s« …””

AXp¯ sbPv Duän H^n_¡v NpXn¨nXv fmSyp AktamXv tImUn¨p ..

“” tkt\m Df¡v ..””

“” l^v²n¡ptkm?’

“” ti]v CÃ …tWm¡v “” A]sat]m¶p tWm¡n]n«kav ¥mhv km§n Hä k`n¡v NpXn¨n«v fq¡v sbm¯nbnXn¨p … fmSyp k_p¯ b¸Xkpw , Ipk fm_mWm]n N_ntk¸n`]pw N¼nNp«³.sWäv