ഹൃദയത്തിന്‍റെ ഡയറിക്കുറിപ്പ്‌ [മന്ദന്‍ രാജാ] 436

N¼nNp«³.sWäv Wmam]n Wn^vdÔn¡p¶p … bns¶ tbm]ns«m^p Nmt^ymw D*v .. fq¶m`v Unkhw bnXn¡pw In`t¸m …. k*n B gp¡q^v ks¶ Xpt¯mapw ..tks_ s]s´`pfps*`pw AktWmXp b_ªm `v fSn””
“”Biv’ Im^pNth^]n`v Imªp NnX¶p fmSyp fqan
‘ hm_nsW¶m bänt]s` ?’
bSnknÃm¯ NnX¯w N*p fin tImUn¨p .’ G]v H¶pfnÃXm “”
‘ASÃ … Ft´m D*v”” fin fmSypknsâ sWän]n`v ssN sk¨p.
“”sbmÅp¶p*tÃm hms_ ..bWn]mt\m ,..F¶m km W½¡v Blq{So`v tbmNmw “”
“” ti ..CÃXm ..Wo sbmt¡m ..””
‘ ti ..ASv b_ªm bäptk` …. hm_v km …MmWpw ^*q¶v Unkhw CÃm¯Stà … tkt\`v gp¡q_nsW CknsX NnX¡mWv G^v¸mXm¡mw “” fmSypknWp bWnt]m ftäm k¶m`v fin fn¡km_pw NnX¸v CknXmkpw .. Wà tbms` AVzmWn¡p¶ Bam]SnWm`v kÃt¸mjpw F§mWpw bWo k¶ms` DÅq SmWpw
“” ti]v ..H¶pfnÃXm …Wo knt«m “”
‘ASÃ ..Fjpt¶`v¡v hmt_ …”” fin A]msa bnXns¨jps¶`v¸n¨p .
ti]v ..H¶qÃXm ..CSv Ip½m Cu Nm`mkØ]psX Bkpw “”
‘ Ft´m¶m hmt_ CSv ..tR …. Òvfw … bWn F¶m¶p fWhn`m]n …”” fX¡n Np¯n]nÃm¯SnWm`v At¸mjpw sbm§n Wn`v¡p¶ `nwPs¯ tWm¡n fin b_ªt¸mav fmSyp Iqant¸m]n ..
“” tUXm sI_p¡m bm`v …..hmt_ MmWt§^v¡v C¨n^n Im] AW¯ns¡mXps¯¨pw sk¡¶n§p k^mw”” KmWNn ^*p N¿n`pw k`n] A`pfnWn]w Km^v sNm*v sk¨n«v fmSypkntWmXv b_ªn«v WX¶N¶p
“” tlOt^«Wv F¶m bän tI¨n “”
“” Hm …tf`v Nm¨n`mXm sI_p¡m …. “” Sn^nªp tWm¡msS KmWNn b_ªp sNm*v WX¶t¸mav ssN`n¡Xn]n`v AkapsX SXn¨ Np*n N]_n]n_§n … fmSypknsâ NãNm`¯nWp At§ms«m¶p tWm¡ow tbm]n , AsS hf]fSv fin]psX N®pNav N*p bnXn¡pN]pw sI]vSp …I½`n`v Wnt¶mjnkmNmWm]n fmSyp Smtj¡v tWm¡n]t¸mav ko*pw Np_¨p NqXn sbm§n] Np®]nt`¡v ^*p tb^psX]pw N®pNav bmªp .. fmSyp sb«¶v Im^pNth^]n`v C^p¶p
‘ ASv sl^n …. KmWNns¨¨n tN«nt]mWnÃm¯ tW^¯v kn^ps¶m^p¡n Asà ?’
“” ti … MmsWm¶pw sI]vSnà Aksa “”
“” sI]vS¶Ã b_sª … tI¨osX hoWv N*p KkmWv bt^ZntWm^p§oSm
F¶m MmWv b_sª …AÃm hm_nWn§Ws¯ knNm^sfms¡ Dt*m ? ASv l^n … B … b«ma¡ms^Ãmw skXnsk¸nsâ Bav¡m ^ms\¶v tN«n«p*v …’

fmSyp BsN kÃmSm]n … fin AXp¸fptÅmt^mXv {co]m]n hwhm^n¡pw , fmSypkntWmXpw A§sW Ss¶ Bs\¦n`pw C¯^¯ns`m^p hwhm ^fnsS ks^ D*m]n«nà .
b*m^w N¼nNp«³.sWäv