ഹൃദയത്തിന്‍റെ ഡയറിക്കുറിപ്പ്‌ [മന്ദന്‍ രാജാ] 436

N¼nNp«³.sWäv ..ASnWà W½sa ssUkw KWn¸n¨Sv ..FÃmk^v¡pw FÃmw sNmXp¡pN]pfnà … Wo N^]msS tIm_p*m¡mWv tWm¡v … A½s] b«n\n]nX^pSv ..””

Df Fjpt¶äp AkapsX F§`Xn At¸mjpw AkhmWn¨n«nÃm]n^p¶p.

“” Wn¡v …. A½]psX AXpt¯¡v C§sW tbmN^pSv … hm_nsâ AXpt¯¡pw …MmWv b_ª Nm^y§av f_¡^pSv … H^p SpÅn N®pWo^v tbm`pw CWn C¡m^yw sNm*v Wnsâ N®n`v Wn¶v kojptNw sI¿^pSv ….A§sW ko\m`v B N®o^v Fsâ sW©n`m]n^n¡pw kojpN “”

“” CÃ fins]«m …. “” Df ^*p ssN sNm*pw fpOw SpX¨n_§n tbm]n ..

”””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””””’

‘ Wns¶ ^mkns` fpS`v knan¡p¶Sm\tÃmXm Nn«p¶nÃm]n^p¶p …Wos]¶m b\n]m Nm\nt¨ .. knan¡msS tbm]Sv ? ‘ fin]psX tNmav k¶t¸mav fmSypknWv tUgyfm\v k¶Sv ..

“” hms_ … MmWv tbm^pt¼m hm_v Wà D_¡fm]n^p¶p ..ASm … skap¸nsW]tà NnXs¶ …””

‘ F¶m`pw … H¶N¯v F¦n`pw NnX¡fm]n^p¶tÃmXm ..CSn¸ fWpgyWv Wm\w sN«p””

fmSyp ^mkns` WX¶sSÃmw AksW b_ªp tNav¸n¨p . fin D_s¡ In^n¨n«v b_ªp ..

‘ i i i ASv sNmÅmw hmt_ … F¶m bns¶ blqsâ NXn]t§m«v fmän]mt`m hmt_ ?’

“” tbmXm H¶v .. KmWNn¡v NnX¶p sNmXp¡mWmt\m Wo]o b_]pt¶ …””

‘ ASà hmt_ .. C¶s` MmWm b_ª sb®nsâ Nm^yfm …Wà sb®m hmt_ … MmWv ANt`t¶m¶p N*p … fq¶nWpÅ fpS`pt*m¶_n]nà …F¶m`pw AXnsbman sFäfm … hm_v b_ª tbms`]pÅ sFlz^yw Hs¡]p*v ..””

“” Hm ..F¶m`pw tk*Xm … FWns¡m^p kngfw tbms` …””

“” At¿m …A§sW b_]tà hmt_ … hm_v ssbh AZvKÌv sI]vSp skt¨m … B^pw A_n]¯nà … sskNn«v sb®knsX F¯pw .. Rm … ssbh N¿n`nÃtÃm F¶m sI¿pt¶ …bm`pw ko¸ sNmXp¯m`pw ssbh Cs¸m Nn«qÃtÃm ..””

“” FXm tkt\mXm ..C¶s` NÅXn¨t¸m GSms*ms¡ b_sª¶p N^pSn Wo]Sv ho^n]hm¡n FXp¡q¶p MmW_nªnÃtÃm “”

“” At¿m hmt_ ISn¡tà …MmWk^v¡v km¡v sNmXp¯Sm ..Ft´m ASymklyw DÅSv sNm*m ….””

‘ kà bt¯m bSnWt©m sNmXp¡mw .. Sn^n¨p S^ptkw tk* ..””

‘ hms_ ..Ak^v WÃ sb®m … C{S¡v ASymklyw DÅSv sNm*m … MmWt§m«p k^mw ..MmWkWv km¡v sNmXp¯Sm ..””

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