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N¼nNp«³.sWäv Smtj¡v dm¡n]pw NqsX No_n . AkapsX C^pklt¯¡pw sPu\v No_n f`^v¯n sk¨n«]mav bmân]n`v bnXn¨p k`n¨p ..Häk`n¡Sv No_n]nà … hvs_à A]mapsX k`n]n`v tSm§vhv bmân fp_pNn tkUW FXp¯t¸mav hvs_à sb«¶v sbm§n ASv Smsj¡q^v¯n .. A]mav AkapsX S`fpXn]n`v bnXn¨p k`n¨p AkapsX Ip*pNav NXn¨o¼n … km]nt`¡v tIm^]psX Ik^v¸v C_§p¶Sv Aka_nªp …Ip*pNav kmlnt]msX A]mav k`n¨p NpXn¡pN]m\v .. CXSv ssN sNm*v Aksa Sm§n , C¸p_¯qsX N¿n«p A]mav tcm\v sIkn]n`v sk¨p , Smtj¡v ko\t¸mav A]maSv hvbo¡_n`v C«p sdZns`¡n«p .. tcm\n`qsX GtSm hv{So sgu«v sI¿p¶p*v .. hvs_áv B emg fWhn`m]nà ..H¶v fm{Sw fWhn`m]n .. ASnsâ _n]m£Wv AkapsX l^o^¯m\v A]mav Nm\n¡p¶Sv F¶v …A]mav Ip*v Wp\ªp sNm*v Ss¶ SXn¨ kn^`v sNm*v AkapsX bq_n`v Af^v¯n ..hvs_à sb«¶v Ss¶ Nm`pNav ANän H^p ssN sNm*v Ssâ bq_Nän bnXn¨p .. N´n`v A]mav Af^v¯n Sn^p½n]t¸mav hvs_à NnX¶p bpaªp .. A]mapsX N^p¯pä sW©n`v AkapsX frUp`fm] fp`Nav sM^nªp .. fmNv
At¸mjpw AkapsX Ip*pNav WpN^pN]m]n^p¶p ..

“” Òv½vhv “” fmNnsâ ^*p kn^`v H¶n¨p bq_ns`¡v Bjv¶t¸mav hvs_à D_s¡ N^ªp …A]mapsX A©p kn^`pw NqXn DÅ k`n¸w DÅ Np® N]_pt¼mav F´mkpsf¶ Hm^vf Aksa tbXn¸n¨p . fmNv ^*p kn^`pw AkapsX bq_n`v N]än]n_¡ns¡m*n^p¶p .At¸mjpw tcm\n`v B sb®v Fs´ms¡t]m sgu«v sI¿p¶p*m]n^p¶p …Ak^psX tUgyw AkWv hs_Ã]psX bq_n`v B\v So^v¡p¶Sv.. tks_ Bs^`pfm]n^ps¶¦n`v BhzUn¨p tfm¯n NpXn¡pfm]n^p¶ B shuµ^yVmfs¯ A]mav Nl¡n sM^n¡pN]m\v ..

“” Bivivhv As½ …Bkq …”” fq¶p kn^`pw NqXn A]mav N]än]t¸mav hvs_Ã D_s¡ Nm_n ..

“” fmNv ..fmNv ..”” bns¶ Fs´ms¡t]m Io¯ km¡pNav D^pkn«n«p N«m]n . fmNv Aksa SÅn f`^v¯n sdZns`¡n«p .F¶n«v AkapsX bqänt`¡v Np® CXn¨p Smjv¯n ..

‘ As½ …Bkv …As½ …”” hvs_Ã ssN¯* NXn¨p fp_n¡pfm_v A`_n N^ªp ..Ssâ bq_p No_n b_ntªm F¶kav hwl]n¨p …GSm*v 120 Nnt`mt]maw k^p¶ em^w 58 Nnt`m DÅ hvs_Ã Sm§n sNm*v Sa^v¶p NnX¶p …fp_p¡w fm_n hpOw Bkp¶ AkØ]n`v k¶t¸mtj¡pw A]mav Np® Du^n

‘ j`t up ]ioo_y wkor` … “” hvs_à A]msa tWm¡n sNm*v CWns]s´¶ f«n`v bSns] Fjpt¶äpA]maksa AknsX D*m]n^p¶ tfl]nt`¡v Nfnjv¯n NnX¯n …D^p*p sNmjp¯ SpX]n`v A]mav BªXn¨p .. hvs_à N¼nNp«³.sWäv