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sKWvhn bSns] Sn^nªp NnX¶t¸mav AkapsX sNmjp¯ Np*n N*]mav¡v ko*pw fpjp¯p …

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“” sNmj´¡v F¸Xn]n^p¡v K]´n ?’

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“” CSv sk¨pt¡m ..K]´n “”
“” tk\m½m … hm_p¡v sS^n©m`v Sn«pkms¦ “” K]´n]Sv hvtWibq^zzw Wn^hn¨p ..

“” CSv F¶psX Sp«v ..F¶psX A¸m tbm\ km«n k´t¸m sNmXp¯Sv .. tks_ F¦ns« Cým ..Wo]nSv km§nXv “” doW]psX N®pNav Wn_ªSv N*p K]´n]Sv km§n ..AkapsX N®pNapw Cu_W\nªn^p¶p.

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